[NOW PLAYING: Willamete Stone's Heart Like Yours]
lots of things have happened over the period of time when i wasn't blogging. various kinds of feelings invaded me. a massive amount of thoughts came across my mind. shit. i can't even think of a better way to put what's in my mind right now but dammit Aiman, what the heck have you done to me you lil piece of fluffball? i can't recount the last time a day passed by without you crossing my mind eei look what have you done to me, unleashing my cheesiness and shit. i hate you but i love you i don't even know if they're of the same amount or if i hate you more or i love you more but i hate you okay, and i love you. i sort of wanna blame myself for being a total lazybum throughout this holiday i should have read some books biar sel sel otak berhubung kan but shit happens. shit. i'm not supposed to use inappropriate words in this entry it's supposed to be a beautiful, heartfelt one ugh see how much of a failure i am? good thing about being a failure and having you by my side is knowing that it's completely okay to fail because i know you'll always be supporting. shit. love you though.
