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Guise, if you can pull this off prz contact me I wanna be your girlfriend loljk.
Warning: Rants.
Yes, exam has ended. Pretty sure everyone's aware of this. I don't really want to talk about it 'cause.. aihh. Idk. InsyaAllah I'll reach my target, 5A's (initially 7 but I is sto0pid) but goddamn my Add Maths. Can I like seriously just crey? When I told mom and ayah about this I could see disappointment on their face >:( Why can't I be a genius like others? Like Madi. Like Putri. They'll always get good marks even if they said it's hard. Me? Predict a C, get a C -.- Um so my sister got her result for her test yesterday and yeah, she successfully obtained yet another DL for this semester. Ofc I'm happy. She's my sister. She's proven me wrong. When she was still in high school she never really aced any tests but look who's leading now? Mom and ayah, being proud of her, like super proud. But disappointed by me T_T
I don't think I'll be able to make my parents proud anymore. Seriously. The PMR days... would probably be the last time I put a smile on their face. Really. I don't think I'll get straight A's for SPM. I just don't. I'm not just saying this bluntly but I know my limit already :\ Can I just give up, stop studying hard, and just accept bad results? I mean, what bad would it do to me. Even if I study I'll still flunk my exam. Sobs :'<
What's worse than disappointing your parents?
I don't think I'll be able to make my parents proud anymore. Seriously. The PMR days... would probably be the last time I put a smile on their face. Really. I don't think I'll get straight A's for SPM. I just don't. I'm not just saying this bluntly but I know my limit already :\ Can I just give up, stop studying hard, and just accept bad results? I mean, what bad would it do to me. Even if I study I'll still flunk my exam. Sobs :'<
What's worse than disappointing your parents?
