2011-12-23

your someone will freak out

Yo. I'm gonna go straight to the point lol. So I decided to meet someone last Wednesday and we literally just met up at a restaurant. Well I knew it was gonna be like /super/ awkward since it's just both of us..... but fkdjglhdfsgdf uhh okay this is not 100% real I was tryna to come up with a story but failed hahaha (( --' )) but I did meet someone on that day. Um you can probably call him my ex. And I can already sense people assuming things upon the sentence "my ex". Just so you know that "ex" could have meant that he's my ex-crush or ex-classmate or ex-neighbour or ex-friend or ex-axe or ex-admirer or something k lol. What? -_- So yeah he's my ex-schoolmate. Go on, guess who he is hihi :P

Anyway, he's the first ever to talk to me in front of my parents! I gotta admit that's totally attractive, as ridiculous as it sounds XD We rarely even talk when at school but..... ugh idk weh I feel like meeting him again. Uh, btw, the next day I came upon a voice message from him but I couldn't hear a thing so that's disappointing :( Not that I'll get to meet him in the nearest time...


So, you see, this post is pointless. I just thought of posting something to keep this blog alive or idk I sound like I'm going through a boring life, right? Hell yeah I gotta agree to that sobs ;___; I've been reminded of this so many times {by myself} but can you imagine? I'm sitting for SPM next year! That will determine my future and whether or not will I be able to get scholarships and study overseas and get the Dr. title and become successful and whatnot. Ya Allah :O So near I can feel it breathing on my neck! (huh?) 2012 ni kurang ajar lah, nak datang cepat cepat awat?