
I heard your heart say no.
Hey hello. So we meet again. Um decided to post something, not sure of what's gonna be spilled in here this time. Will probably let my mind and hands do the job. lol the hell?
K. Education wise ey? Will be sitting for March test next week on Monday ha ha ha do I have to tell you this all the time about me still not revising anything yet tapi aim nak A banyak, typical Fatihah yang delusional. Haha bangga -.- I'm quite depressed having to think of the upcoming SPM tbh (yeah instead of the nearest test kan lol) Seriously oh every time I do something, a tiny voice in my head will say things like "Ass Pee Em weh Fatihah water u doing rn" or "hahaha you want straight A's? who are you trying to kid" or even "weh lepas SPM boleh kahwin!!". K. It's even more depressing that I'm not even making an effort to make myself ease down a bit. Still going online like SPM lagi 3 tahun. Still thinking of crappy and emotional things. Still torturing self with slow songs when emo and the list goes on and on... Oh and ugh so many unfinished homework asdfghjkl been procrastinating like a douche. Bila lah nak berubah ni u_u It started off well though earlier this year, and then, BAM! Back to being a lazy bum.
Next. If you're following me on Twitter you might have read this already but if not, someone younger than me had threatened to do this one bad thing to me. Why? I heard people say it's because of jealousy. Why? Idk. She's only 15 for God's sake. I didn't even know her and suddenly this -.- And uh I know who she is but let's just not reveal who kan cus I'm naisu liddat k malas nak fikir. Nak masuk penjara try lah buat ye? :)
Last. Holiday's coming baybeh weeuuuu best friends will be back <3 I like the fact that they'll finally be breathing the same air from the same residential area as me again lol I sound like a creepy, obsessed girl .__. Bye.