Because I want to move on too.
"Eh, Teacher * laa. Ooooh dating ye~"
"Aduhh habis la kena bahan nanti kat * ><"
I don't know if it's just luck but I've only met that student once after that thing happened. Which is a good thing, I guess, or I'll be reminded of it even more. Yes of course I'm still reminded of it every now and then and I think it's going chronic. Maybe if it's a disease, mine would be labelled as the fourth stage, the stage where there's no longer hope to cure but to wait for the painful death. Heh. Seriously this needs to stop. I can't stop thinking that there's reasons for I can't really stop the feelings but what could it be? You can't say it's because of this one thing I'm expecting to happen, right? No way. (Please be true :c )
So I've started writing again. On my diary. Not yet. But I've bought the book. Yay! Yeobo said that'll help to lessen my pain... a bit, but effective. Tak rugi try kan? ;D In fact, I've been writing on diaries ever since I was 8 years old okay so what's the harm of starting again hahaha. Mid year also, it's coming fast. *tengah kejar kat belakang and I'm actually running from it* *gasps*. K apa merepek ni. I want straight A's. So bad. Let's nail it then, Fatihah. Good luck to myself! poreba alone....
Private. Better this way.
