time flies, but not fast enough

Assalamualaikum. Hello.

Been a while since I last wrote in here so there might be grammatical errors here and there in this post because my brain hasn't been used for quite a while now :( Damn laziness.

So anyway, tomorrow's already the last day of school before Raya break yay! Excited not for Raya, surely not for trial (ugh) but for the comeback of those amazing 3 creatures! :D Ok la, plus the other 3 trolls. Haha. This will probably be the last holiday for them before school ends though, sobs, can't believe it it's my last year of school already. 

IF you are reading, some of you might have had a sense that it'll be yet another rant post so yeah feel free to close the page. I've never intended to impress you anyway.

So okay, trial in less than 2 weeks and yes yes yes do I have to go through this again? Yes yes yes bla bla bla haven'tstudied bla bla bla ok dah. I believe I won't even get to enjoy Raya this year :( Or as someone called it balun raya haha I have no idea what does that mean anyway. That's why I'm not as excited. I just hope I won't gain weight haha imposibbru. Dear height, why you no directly proportional to weight.

When the weight increases, the height increases. Hypothesis made accepted but a dream tsk why.

This Ramadhan is sadly the fastest I've ever experienced :( Not sure if I've done enough to get close to Him. Not sure if my ibadah's enough to make up my wrongdoings... will never be enough ok got it need some more time ok :( Oh and hahaha I cried at school bc Fatihah jahat dekat classmates okbye eh jap tarik balik bye tu!

Um.

Life's been good.

Actually, can I just not lie this time?

Life's been...

hard.

I'm not tryna make that a do'a or something ok. It's just hard. Don't worry I won't go on with what has actually been happening in my life lol :)

Sebab dah biasa simpan dalam hati. Sebab perasan kuat.