"—kalau tak ada matlamat, awak nak capai apa, Fatihah?"
I'm not even stretching the truth when I say people around have been too kind and generous with their words when talking to me that they're keeping my hopes high. I used to think hope is a dangerous thing to possess, to be honest. Turned out I was wrong. I'm wrong about a lot of things nowadays. To have hope, is to let yourself know that you, too can achieve something in your life. But life hasn't been easy and my self-confidence is diminishing day by day. I'm starting to think it's no use of hoping over something you know you can barely get/achieve. I'm even doubting about my passion towards being a doctor in the future because well if you can't see already my exam results aren't really reflecting the qualities of a future doctor. I only have myself to blame though. 40 days left.
A future doctor is still in the making,
insyaAllah.
