January - oh hi okay let's just focus for SPM and not play around.
January 8 - lol who is this
January 14 - shock of a lifetime how do I
January 17 - but I'm just 16 I haven't even turned 17 whoa
February - em what's my new year's resolution again?
mid February - lol what's SPM, let's think about the future ceh yakin je
early March - ugh thought I'd had this figured out
March 3 - this is it! insyaAllah (SPM long forgotten uh not really but)
end of March - completely, utterly, surprisingly messed up
early April -
April 11 - no thanks, my plan isn't working
mid April -
end of April - I give up
May - I give up
still May - oh ok mid term zzz whatever
June - whoa the downfall
still June - whoa what
yea still June - I give up
July - I give up
early August - how did I even manage
mid August - I give up
almost the end of August - wait what lol trial SPM lol
end of August - no wait what happened
still the end of August - feels like I'm going right back to phase 1, ya Allah.
same - SOS
September - counting days but heh
that one specific day in September - ignore ignore ignore
mid September - made it! but still, I give up
end of September - what did I answer for my trial har har
October - I lie I never actually gave up wow, seriously, self?
some time in October - hahaha SPM
October - great. thanks, feelings, for messing everything up
November 4 - why though
some time in November - oh...
November 9-18 - shock of a lifetime 2
some time in between that - Alhamdulillah, hope
November 27 - freedom!
end of November - thanks
early December - thanks
some time in December - thanks
one day in December - sorry but I had to do this to confirm something
the next day - haha it's okay, I was wrong. thanks
December, in a nutshell - thank you
2012, in a... shell - wow
So, to summarize up how my 2012 went like.
Hi hello.
Well okay I don't usually point finger on others and I know I'm not supposed to do so but A's responsible for choosing to let this happen. Yea, A had other choice ok. B is to be blamed, for being oblivious for oh so many years, making me stuck in between moving on or staying. I'm blaming C for the last-minute action. D sucks for being the third person. I blame E for not keeping promises. F's fault is hesitating. F's the stupidest. Had F not been stupid, none of these would have happened. F, should be locked up in a room and the key should be thrown away so that F could never get out. Ever. I hate F the most. It's G's fault that everything didn't go as we had planned. H fault is leaving something behind.
Ugh, what have I done to J! Can K be the hero to save the damsel in distress, please?
Sincerely um not really,
Nurul Fatihah of 2012
P.S. Don't ever look back = jangan pandang belakang. Sebab ada hantu kan kbai.
