for being my rival

140.


i made it to the first page
i was driven to go there because i was there since the very beginning
and i was there too when it started to crumble
: transparent 


i was there through the whole journey
i spent my time and wasted my effort for only God knows why
but i was there, as a silent reader
an invisible third party
a watcher
an observer
an interpreter, might as well


i wasn't the lead actress
yet i miss being there


pelik
macam mana kau boleh tak rasa?