it isn't about distance, to be honest.
i just don't like the idea of being far away from each other
the idea that when i'm home from college
i can't expect you to be breathing in the same composition of air as i do
the idea that i can't hope to meet
even though we rarely get that chance too before the departure
the idea that i'll have to endure not talking to you for days/weeks/months
despite my "been there done that" for a number of times for the past few months
the idea that you won't be there when i finished my foundation
and that thought chokes me up, just because
