im sorry for not feeling sorry for being mad at literally everyone whos not living under the same roof i wish i could shut down now shutting down as in sleep for hours not really making an interaction with any family members and staying quiet even when they ask me questions or maybe i am already doing exactly that right now and im okay with being so hateful istg i dont even wanna care about what anyone else is thinking about me by anyone i meant every single person on this earth yes every one of them. especially those who did things that hurt me let it be in the past or recently or whatnot lol ikr i will never have a bad memory when it comes to this stuff its been almost two years or god knows how long since those things happened but i still cant get over how much the pain affected me during those times heh. i always forgive people i just find it utterly difficult to forget dont worry im not being biased i dont like everyone right now and i am not sorry... as of now. kelakar