"Weh, will you be bald?"
"Yeah I think so. Haha kau lawat aku nanti jangan gelakkan aku pulak!"
"Taaak. Takkan. I'll bring you a wig. What kind of hairstyle do you want?"
"Haha a hot one!"
"A hot one then the one on fire lah."
"What haha do you want me to die?"
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Were we not in the situation we are in now; were you not on the bed you're lying on; were we both in the same exact condition before our mid sem break started, I might have replied yes as a joke.
I think what hurts me the most is when I scolded you for still laughing at this serious matter, for being so... surprisingly calm even when you're tested with such hardship, for not feeling what I feel; total despair, and the only respond I got was
"I'm tired of stressing out. I just want to
smile"
