prologue, campur epilogue.
bangun pagi.
check jam.
lelap sekejap. sekejap... satu, dua, tiga saat. bangun balik. capai tuala. mandi. siap.
turun bawah.
hai. hai orang kat tingkat bawah. minta kebenaran ayah. capai kunci kereta, keluar rumah.
kucing duk depan pintu, cakap hai. lepas tu halau. masuk kereta, start engine.
jalan raya.
eh, tah. jalan la. jalan... nampak signboard saujana utama bebesar kat... kat luar tu la. destinasi? hm. bangunan ungu putih, jarak 15 minit dari rumah. speed kereta tak tahu. 90km/j kot.
psb. bangunan psb.
kak, nak waffle. sapu coklat dengan madu. sebab manis sedap. ye. sedap. (10 years later hi diabetes). gi kereta. siap nak gi destinasi pasni.
m besar warna kuning. parappappappa~
hai selamat datang nak apa? eh camtu ke diorang tegur. entah. nak set double cheese burger satu. regular. large nanti gemuk. em nak add on ye, mc flurry. okay terima kasih. keluar kedai, masuk kereta, start engine.
almost there.
secret recipe. nak cari kek? eh tak lah, nak take away mee kari. boleh? duduk sekejap. tunggu 15 minit kot. order siap. plastik beg kat tangan kiri. kunci kat tangan kanan. almost there. keluar, masuk kereta, start engine.
kandang kuda.
eh kuda hilang. haih. lambai pak guard. cam kenal. ok. terus... drive terus. 146. eh yeke 146? tak pasti, ah cari je la taska. taska? ke tadika? ok asalkan signboard. jeep putih. honda putih. hm mana ni.
ok dah sampai. pastu? buka dashboard. ambil kertas putih. pensel sebatang. sssshshshs. bunyi pensel. tahu bunyi tapi tak tahu nak eja bunyi tu macam mana. shshshhshshs. bayangkan. ok siap. saiz font em 36 kot. capai telefon. 010... em lupa. gi contact. under p.
hi keluar lah rumah, pakwe kat luar. nampak target. angkat kertas putih. tulisan khat ke? eh taklah. kanji. bukan gam, tapi kanji, macam kotak kotak huruf cina. jerit "tanjoubi omedetou" kuat kuat. pedulikan pronunciation yang tah pape. target... em, mungkin senyum. pengsan ke. entah. nangis?
pass makanan yang berlambak. pass kertas putih. peluk. janggal. peluk yang janggal ya amat. salam, atau jabat tangan hahaha. ye jabat tangan. selamat tinggal. mission accomplished.
that would be perfect, wouldn't it? i don't know. but if i was capable of doing all that, i would. thank you kak ta and daddy man for giving birth to such a wonderful creature whom i couldn't imagine life without. nineteen years and counting. this is the least i can do. i'm sad. i wish i could do more. maybe someday in the future? insyaAllah. meet you there when the sakura blossoms, yes. i need not to say this you should know more. but i love you. and i will always. you know that. you should.
happy 19th birthday, putri nadirah binti azman.
ps: that's the only pic of us i could find because lazy kehkeh. it's now 2355. five minutes till the not your birthday today anymore. i'm amazing. thanks.
