The greatest gift I've ever received to date (or more like ever) is the people Allah has sent into my life. And of course that would include my 8 beloved family members: Ayah as the most loving person I've ever met, Ibu as the strongest woman I've ever known, Fatini my diligent sister whom I wish to be like, Izzati who's probably maturer than me, my nemesis but in a good way, Danish the quiet but helpful one, Isyrak the athlete who loves to join me cooking, Husna who's unexpectedly brilliant, and Kamalia the eternal baby of the family. Next in the list are 6 amazing friends of mine, Putri the person I aggressively love a lot, Madihah my idol, Adibah my prettiest girl, Amira who always warms my heart, Syazmeen the wisest of all, Dira whom I miss the most, and not to forget, the one who's never mentioned before but is actually always present, right in the heart; Aiman, the (only) one who complements me.
Why am I writing this?
Because I'm leaving for Kelantan in 9-day time and I'm assuming it'd be a lot harder to meet these people whom I dearly love, after I've started my degree. I swear to God even by thinking of it could make me cry but I'm holding it in, just because I thought I'm matured enough to know when and when not to express how I feel... em yea... ok. Some might say hek eleh kelate ja pung haha diammah kita manada pernah jauh daripada rumah nak kena lempang ke? :-)
Or maybe I'm writing this because I'm just being the emotional and sensitive girl I am. I don't think anyone can fathom how I really feel about these people because to be honest, I can't even. No words can describe how much I love them but I can never say these things to these people face to face because if I did, I might wish to magically evaporate into thin air because ugh just no it'd be too embarrassing. So... here lie the words I never wish to utter.
I wish a lot nowadays don't I? Here's another one:
May these people accidentally come upon reading this post, weep, wipe the tears away, and pretend like they know nothing about it when they see me. Perfect.
