Believe me, it's not that I don't feel anything.
I feel like a total disappointment as of now and if anyone thinks that that doesn't frustrate me then you can probably start finding a shoemaker and ask him to make you a pair of shoes exactly the same as mine, wear it, and... I don't know. Shut up?
As I grow older I find it mentally disturbing that the society I'm living in are actually such judgmental tards with typical, non-functional minds. Please, look up for the meaning of the ever so cliche saying of life has its ups and downs. How can you ever be able to know what it feels like to be on top if you've never actually experienced being at the bottom at the first place, right?
There's still time. And I'm still figuring out what I've been doing wrong. So instead of adding pressure to me and stressing me out oh dear lovely people in my life, why not help me get back up?
After all, the person I disappoint the most is myself.
